I wrote this the other day after experiencing weeks of heaviness over the characters in my novel and the trials they’re enduring. It’s amazing how a fictional story can come to life on a page and have such an affect on the writer.
Writing, for me, is a dream come true
To share my imagined worlds with you
I’d hate to return to the nine to five
‘Cuz writing is what makes me feel alive
I take the characters from inside my mind
And put them on paper for you to find
They’re funny and loving and crazy, too
Even I get surprised by the things that they do
I know when I write, it is why I was made
I’m just not complete in a “regular” trade
But sometimes I wonder how I will get through
For writing, it comes with some negatives, too
The brain of a writer, it never shuts down
When we lay on a pillow, we’re dancing through town
Although we may sleep, we are penning all night
For our dreams create tales which we know we must write
A writer gets trapped in the stories she makes
And sometimes I wonder if it’s worth the high stakes
To write in a manner that touches the soul
A writer must carry a burdensome toll
When I write of a mother, swept off by the waves
I must research the truth of those watery graves
Photos of souls who were lost to the seas
Have covered my joy and brought me to my knees
My spirit is heavy when my characters cry
And it’s hard to see sunshine, despite how I try
When I write of a killer or ghosts in the floor
They cling to my psyche for weeks, if not more
A writer exposes her heart through the pen
And risks great rejection again and again
We must be creative and very well versed
Yet sometimes I ask, “are we blessed or just cursed?”
You know you’re a writer if you’ve scribbled since youth
Expressing yourself through the letters of truth
If a drive puts a story inside of your head
And the tale comes to life while you’re lying in bed
When you look at a stranger and imagine a scene
Provide him a name and a lesson to glean
Then there is a chance you’ve the gift of the ink
But please be prepared to be pushed to the brink
Yes, writing is special, it frees me inside
And I love being trapped on this magical ride
But I never expected, in all of my years
That writing my stories would bring me to tears
The trials and turmoil my characters face
Can shackle my mind at a whirlwind pace
The darkness they suffer can bring me such pain
As if cuffed in a dungeon and tied to a chain
But give me the key and I surely would perish
For a writer must write of the fables they cherish
Yes, I am a writer, it’s the card I was handed
The title to which I’ve been bonded and branded
As I scribble my stories, it’s my way of giving
When I silence my pen, then I’ll cease to be living
Loved this.
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Thank you, Kim! You are my greatest cheerleader! I’ll never be able to express how much that means to me! 🙂
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Even more beautiful in writing!
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Thank you for letting me recite it to you the other day, my love! ❤
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I enjoy your blog and your talent. It is amazing how God bundled so much in you through nature and nurture. You could not have become the beautiful writer and woman of God that you are without all the intricate details He orchestrated when He called you by name before the foundations of the earth!
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I love your comment! It put a smile on my face from ear-to-ear! Thank you for your love and encouragement. It is so valuable to me!!! Love you. ❤
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Oh wow, you saw inside my psyche — I can so relate!
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Mikie,
It’s pretty amazing how writing affects us. At least we’re not in it alone! I bet it’s a plague we share with many fellow writers!
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You nailed it! This is amazing. Have you considered reading this at the monthly poetry reading at Dagny’s Coffee house. This is fantastic.
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Nancy, I’m so glad you read it and liked it. When I was wrote it, some of our past conversations came to mind. I knew you would relate to it! I’m not familiar with the poetry readings at Dagny’s but would love to know more about it! I considered reciting it at our next WOK meeting but not sure if I’ll pursue that. Thank you for being so awesome and encouraging! Hugging you from afar!
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